Dear Folks,

What are you looking for?  What are your hopes for your family and for Baltimore?  What is God opening up in you?

A young ruler runs up to Jesus and says, “What must I do to inherit eternal life?”  If I want to live authentically, he wonders, what do I have to change?  At first Jesus discusses the ethical demands of the law: don’t murder, don’t betray your spouse, don’t lie, don’t steal, take care of your parents.  And the man of means responds, “Teacher, I have followed these rules since my youth…  I want more.”   At this point, Jesus looks at him and loves him, the story says, which catches my attention.   What’s happened within the fellow to bring him to this point, and why don’t his clothes seems to fit anymore?  So like a doctor making a diagnosis, Jesus listens deeply to him to see what the matter is, and how he might help him to be whole.

The implication is that this beautiful person, as well turned out as any high school “Big Man on Campus,” as any young woman climbing the rungs of Wall Street, as any senior counsel of the law firm, as any non-profit board chair, or attending physician or team captain or school head or vestry member or president or priest is as wounded as the next person, as likely to need help as someone more obviously broken, as deserving of God’s grace.  The man in the story is us, and Jesus loves him, not because of what he has, but because he presents his honest struggle… his need, his lack, his longing, his humility, his pain, his hunger, his willingness to be confronted by how he needs to grow.  The fellow wakes up to the ways that he’s not satisfied—with himself or with life, and probably some of both—and his desire to start living in a new way.

Jesus instructs the man to give away all that he has, and not surprisingly, he balks.  If I were him, I’d begin to bargain: “Would half be enough, Jesus?  What if I started with the things I don’t need anymore, or the things I don’t like?  What about two-thirds?  I’ve worked hard to get what I have.  Did you say to give it all up?”

This encounter with Jesus is a story about possessions, for sure, but more than that it is about losing what is false and finding what is real.  Jesus might have said to the fellow, “Don’t worry about what you have or what you will inherit in heaven: focus on today and on people.  That’s where your true treasure is found.”  Hidden just below the surface of everyday life is a world of people with broken hearts and terrors in the night… folks whose relationships are rocky, whose children are in trouble, whose jobs are overwhelming, or unfulfilling, or about to be taken away, whose future looks bleak.  They are sick, some of them, or scared to face the truth, hungry for food or meaning, worried about change or losing someone, or grieving such a loss.  Focus on people and their needs, and you’ll find the kingdom.

Mostly we keep our wounds to ourselves, the way our parents taught us or our coaches expected.  If we cry, it’s into our pillows at night or in the car alone, driving down the highway.  Stiff upper lips are a badge of honor.  But what if for a change we let God into our losses, and let God find us in the dark, or in the deep water, or where we feel most alone?  What if we let God into whatever might be dying in us, so that we can rise and finally live for others, and not only for ourselves?   Because when we seek out those whom the world has ground up or lost, Jesus says, we will find ourselves and God.

Will you go out searching with me?

Love,
David

My 11-year old son Ben loves baseball. Our nighttime routine has recently evolved to include a brief tutorial moment: each night before turning off the light, I sit beside him as he holds a baseball and shows me how to hold it a certain way, in order to throw a specific pitch.

There’s the “4-seamer” (index finger and middle finger shaped like a “V” with 2 horizontal seams visible inside the “V”; the “2-seamer” (index finger lying on top of one seam, middle finger lying atop the other); the circle change up, the slider, curveball, sinker, forkball and the “swerve”ball. And apparently, in addition to these, I still have a couple more pitches to learn. Who knew?!

Years ago when I was on staff at the Eagle Rock School in Colorado, a “second chance” school for disengaged teenagers from all around the country, I was introduced to the phrase and concept of being a “life-long learner”. Teens who had not been successful in their previous schools were inspired by adults who were not only excited to teach and instruct but who were equally excited to learn and try new things, together. We were a community of life-long learners, eager to continue to expand our mental-emotional-spiritual horizons by trying to play a new musical instrument, for example; experiment in writing poetry; venture on the rock climbing wall for the first time; learn a new language …

I like to think of our community here at Redeemer as also being a community of life-long learners: seeking, exploring and trying new, life-giving ways of how to hear and follow — and how to more fully embody — Christ in our place, in our time.

There are a myriad ways to seek and explore, learn and grow, here; and to engage with one another, as well as with folks in our wider community of Baltimore. Does scripture intrigue you? Baffle you? Confuse you? Try experiencing it as part of David’s Wednesday Bible Study, I guarantee you will hear and see it, in a new way! Looking to explore your spirituality through the collective wisdom of women? Join Freda Marie in the Women’s Council Room on Thursdays. Needing support in how to be well, and cultivate wellness? Check out our offerings through the newly opened Center for Well Being!

And yearning to “walk the talk” and put your faith (alongside your doubts and questions) into action? Get engaged in our wider community through our fruitful partnerships with BUILD (Baltimoreans United In Leadership Development), Govans Elementary School, GEDCO (Govans Ecumenical Development Corporation), Helping Up Mission, Habitat for Humanity and Paul’s Place, Inc.

“Now is the time! Now is the day of salvation!” Stay alive and engaged by learning …

(And remember … to breathe …)

Cristina